The best dream ever- Hollywood & Tom Hardy =P

Assalamulaikum

Lat night, i had one of the most amazing dream =D. Hollywood giler. But in the dream, i wasn't myself. I was this girl :-

-Lindsey shaw, 

from Ned Declassiffied Nickleodeon show-

In that dream, i was lindsey. Lindsey is kinda a girl-next-door . Her mom called her princess, because she has this lady attitude, so much grace and even excellent in academic. Then one day, something happened. Her brother was arrested on the accusation of being a pedophile, at the same time lindsey was suppose going to college.

With the scar, she went to college. She lived in this dorm with all the party people. So she changed. She became this bitter girl with all the hatred to the world. She spited it. She had one barbie doll, next to her study table, beside her door. Then one day, she had reached her point. Before she went out, she looked at her barbie doll. She saw her barbie doll moved. Like the doll was shaking her head or something. Then she yanked the barbie's head from the body, went to one of friend's room and threw the headless barbie to her. 

So she went to this fancy place. She met this politician. And the next thing i remember suddenly lindsey already dragged the poilitician's body inside the hole. Before she hide the body, she threw the barbie's head, together with the politician's body. So lindsey now is a killer, murderer.

She went back to the fancy place ( 5 star hotel-alike, i guess ) , and was in an elevator. She was trying so hard to close the elevator until a man and a woman came in. She tried again, pushed the button and the door was closing. Until a hand stopped the elevator, and the man was :-

- Tom Hardy ! Auwuwuwu yeaahh !!-

He was stopping the elevator from closing, with a group of black coat men standing before him. And then Tom arrested Lindsey. In the interrogation room, Lindsey didn't admit anything. But she said this to one of the police "what makes them ( the politician ) so different than us? ". Due to lack of evidence, Lindsey was released. When Lindsey was signing a paper, she can feel that Tom was kissing her hair so lightly.

At home, her mom was so sad at Lindsey then she said "why do u have to make me feel like this ? First your brother, and then u ". Lindsey was sad upon her mom was liken her with her brother.

Lindsey entered her room, then she saw her picture. Its written on the top of the frame,'Princess'. She then made some chocolate milkshake and thought, "If i ever go to prison, im going to miss this milkshake", Then a knocked at her door. It was Tom Hardy again, and he said, "we found another evidence", while holding the headless barbie.

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The End.

Aku terbangun. Terpegun. Weyh, best giler mimpi aku. Cam Hollywood habis ! Best giler, Bole bwat novel tak LOL . Even some tak make sense at all, its a dream right ??

And u guys tau kan, some of the dream is actually based on our subconcious ? It makes sense to me because all this is actually in my head for a long time:-

1. Pedophile brother 

Ni tak lain tak bukan kes Nur fitri azmeer nordin. Student math MARA yang kena sentenced penjara 5 tahun sebab atas kes pedophile. Aku memang wondering sangat2 kenapa budak 23 tahun boleh ada 30 000 video budak2 ? Pedophile memang penyakit or what ? Sangat menyalahi naluri manusia, so memang aku sangat terkejut dengan kes ni.

2. Lindsey berubah jadi dark and emo bila kenal kawan2 kuat party

Sebab aku baru habis tengok Death Note punya anime. LOL. Kan Light jadi evil sebab dia bosan dengan sekeliling dia yang tak adil ? Sebab tu Lindsay jadi jahat

3. Killed a politician

Tak laen tak bukan kes 1MDB and Tabung Haji bail out dengan pembelian RM 188 million for 10 acres lot. Sebab aku memang ambil tau pasal kes ni. Meluat aku orang gelap kan duit rakyat nak pergi haji, sebab nak bayar hutang dia lepas habis joli. 

4. Tom Hardy

Need i to explain more ? He was effing gorgeous with magnifique acting skills,with alluring and sexy voice . Aku minat gila dia tahap bapak punya gila. Aku asyik teringat kat dia since this movie trailer came out :-

-Film : Legend -

10/ 10 will watch ...owh Tom...my TOM =D

5. Etc....

Tapi aku tak tau kenapa aku jadi Lindsay Shaw. Yeah she is gorgeous, tapi aku lagi minat Emma Watson and Emma Stone, ahaks. Aku tak tau kenapa Lindsey pergi cabut kepala barbie, and aku jugak tak tau kenapa Lindsey suka chocolate milkshake. Sebab aku tak minat pun milk shake. Kenapa princess pun aku tak tau ? Aku bukan 'princess' gitu, kalau korang kenal aku, korang tau aku punya heartless attitude. Hehe. Betapa aku tak kisah pasal siapa kah Jovian Mandagie and his latest raya collection ( ni semua sebab Qistina. Dia asyik tunjuk insta Jovian. Hahahah ), and other stuffs.

Im hippies remember ?

Iyyyyy, kalau la mimpi ni bole bersambung. Best nya =( ....nak mimpi Tom Hardy lagi. Wuuwuwuwuw

Tu je

Sangat excited den haa, lol what...

Okie, watashi wa nak pi study Biotech

Wassalam

Of part-time job and sudden realization of being ungrateful

Assalamulaikum

Hari tu kan, masuk bilik air, tiba2 nangis. I figured out that i have been trying soo hard to prove that im miss independent, but the truth is i am bit lonely. The funny thing is bila dengan orang, i want to be alone. I guess that i want to spend my time with people that deserve it. Sangat diva. 

And aku jugak sedar sem ni aku tak banyak socialize. Tak banyak explore macam sem dulu2. Duduk kosan tengok indie movies. Introvert much, LOL. So tiba2 baru sedar aku ada setahun lagi nak habis belajar kat ITB, and i asked myself, "Dude, kau pernah pergi mana je sem ni ? "

So i decided to pindah kosan next sem, to have better study and social life. I want to explore, again. This time, aku akan cuba lagi supress sifat aku yang kurang negotiate dengan perangai orang ( oh my i dislike people this much ) .  I'll go jalan2 again, eat new food and meet new people. Insha Allah

So kalau nak jalan2 banyak pakai duit kan ? Being 24 y/o, tak kan la nak mintak duit mak abah lagi. Kesian la diorang, biar la diaorang enjoy duit diaorg tu, takkan aku nak mintak sebab aku yang nak enjoy ? What the.....

My bucket list ( Indonesia ) :-

-Yogyakarta

-Lombok

-Bali

Wanted to earn money made me scrolling some blogs pasal orang kerja part time. Annnnnnd whaddaya know, it hit me again. Allah memang selalu akan bagi petunjuk di mana2 bila2 masa. Kan aku selalu complain pasal ITB. Bila aku baca blog pasal susah nya orang carik kerja, aku serious insaf sekejap.

Ada la seorang perempuan ni, dia ada Degree Account kott, tapi kerja pembantu kantin and kerani je. Ada seorang peguam ni, just kerja syarikat bumiputera with RM 1200 with elaun, dekat Shah Alam. Being a shah alam citizen myself, rm 1200 mana cukup bang nak hidup. Sambal sotong pun rm2.50 seketul. Kisah benar daripada bonda yang tercinta.

So, baru cam teringat la dulu2 betapa deseprate nya aku nak degree farmasi ni. And betapa bersungguhnya mak and abah suruh aku belajar tinggi2 ni, because of this kind of thing la. Supaya aku hidup senang nanti, insya Allah, supaya direspect orang, and etc.

Insaf kejap, tak tipu . Baru teringat balik betapa happy nya aku dulu masa dapat offer ITB ni. Rasa cam doa dimakbulkan. Rasa cam ni la jalan yang betul. Rasa cam Allah bagi hadiah direct. Tapi bila belajar susah, aku mengeluh.

Sorry mak abah aya pernah mengeluh. Astaghfirrullahalazim. Ni hadiah sofia. HADIAH. Tolong la appreciate. (^____^) 

So disambung kan cerita, aku pun baca la lagi pasal blog. The only option i have now is Secret Recipe dekat SACC Mall, KFC dekat PKNS complex, or as cikgu ganti kat SKBA sek 6(2). Insya Allah

Bila rasa kekurangan sesuatu,

Tengok orang yang lagi susah.

U have complained too much sofia

Say Alhamdulillah

And live your life

(^____^)

- hari tu ada dinner ngan PM Malysia kita, jib2 and mah.

I dont care i dont call them by their name,

I dont have respect for those who lavishly spent their rakyat money.

Pergi dinner sebab makan free je, hahaha.

Duit GST mak abah aku jugak kan , LOL-

Wassaalam

Collge Stuff

salam

DIPLOMA IN PHARMACY

is COMPLETED

Alhamdulillah =)

Waaaahhhh, itew nak buat kronologi boyeh x awak ? Hik3. Mayu itew bajet2  biography ney. Hiks

Aku still ingat 1st time aku masuk AMU. Full of doubt. 1st time gak naek flight sorang2, nangis kot. Heh. Dok pikir2 " Betul ke apa yang aku buat ni ? Nape aku quit matrix ? Ni jalan yang betul ke ? " . Sampai je airport, djemput by bus to the 1st hostel, - Cemara.

& its ugly. Rasa cam tersentak. & on the first day itself 'she', my roomate talked about boys non-stop. I should had known, sigh ~ . Proud la gak bila x nangis 1st day, i was wrong , tears dropped out 2nd day . Ahaks. For the first week, x blaja pape, just sesi berkenalan dengan 200 ++ coursemates.

Sem 1- Sem baru 'NAK UP'. 

Haha, yup. Aku salah pilih kawan, culture shock lagi with social stuffs etc. At first result exam aku gempak2 gak, fav student tu . Then i got carried away with , u know, social thang . Terus jadi fav topic among lecturers " What happen to her ? "

Sem 2 -It was a nightmare

It started with da feeling of awesomeness.  Bajet senior la . I broke up with Nik, then in love again with Mafia =) . Sem ni aku teruk sangat dari segi study, perangai la & kawan pun ramai as Kim Kardashian was my idol, hiks3  ( sarcasm  ) . 'IT' happened, aku tangguh sem.

Sem 2  (II ) - Recovery

Masuk balik kolej, with new spirit. The 1st person aku tegur was  Cyn. And my new coursemates were very friendly - Anis, Azrin, Helena, Irene, Pera, Arshanah, Neeva, Kash, Alif. 

Sem ni memang aku dok tebalkan muka di mana2 aku jalan, because rumours were spitting on ma face. I trauma tau nyah. Kalo i ostrich nyah, boleh jugak sorok muka dalam tanah . Hehe

 Sem ni dah serius study  balik, but i hated Physiology class because the lecturer was a liberal lady and she was delivering the poison of 'Islam Liberation ' . Bonci den, effect eh den dapat 'B' . 

Sem 3- Liberation

 FUN !! Aku kuar dari comfort zone aku dengan menyanyi, menari &  bersajak  depan orang ramai which something yang aku xkan buat lagi . Suara sumbang kott ! Bukan nyanyi2 mendayu2 'Patah Seribu' by Shila Hamzah tu, nyanyi because i was forced by lecturer or no 'A'. Aku tanya mak, die cakap x dosa. Kan ? 

Aku berlakon jadi hamba omputih during W.W.Birch memerintah Perak during drama class, buat cter hantu 'NANG NAK' for IT assignment n x tido sampai pukul 4 pagi. It was FUN. Really. Tapi aku  dapat A-  for IT. Mano tak ey, exam kol doblas, sibuk berlakon jo kojo, baru la baco notes pukul seblas, camno la nak dapek 'A' ??

 - Nyanyi2 & bersajak dengan Anis.

Muka budak agi. Hak2 -

- Hamba Omputih yang berkening sambung.

Time practice drama -

Sem 4 -  18 Crazy Chapters

The second toughest sem. Aku sangat benci klaz 'Pharmacology' by telinga berbulu ( literally ) lecturer. Dio lansung x mengajar ! Baco yo slide. Camno den nak paham cubo ko kobar kt den ? Den pon polaie, ponteng ah ( Dont try this at home ) . 

1st time buat lotion, cream, ointment, expectorant semua. Wahh, rasa cam  real pharmacist. Subjek 'Dispensed' yang paling syiooookkkk n buat semangat aku nak jadi 'Pharmacist' berapi2.

 - Primary Emulsion.

Rindu lak nak buat ubat lagi =) -

Sem 5- Doctor ??

The TOUGHEST SEM !! Waargghhhh, aku rasa cam DOKTOR  kamu tau ! Nasib baek parents den x suruh masuk Medic, mampuih berasap medulla oblongata !  Otak dipaksa jadi National Dictionary - copy paste sebijik2 nama antibiotic, TB, anthelmintic, leprosy, antiviral, all doses, MOA, calculation, technology, pharmaceutical industrial,  rupa2 n jenis2 bacteria n virus,diseases,  management, procedure2 yang aku xleyh nak kira . 

Tapi semangat n self-motivation aku tinggi sem ni. Aku buat mind-map, notes, PMS, pergi library, midnight-oil. Pendek kata i was a total dedication NERD. I gave a 100% commitment, sacrificed a lot of things, studied 3x. I constantly reminded myself how important this is to my future. NERD ! But,  WORTH IT. CGPA naik mendadak  & aku PUAS sangat2 . Korang pun pernah rasa camni kan ? Korg really worked hard it n in the end, it really paid =D

 -  Microbiology lab thang-

Sem 6 - Still a doctor eyh ??

HARD but least than sem 5. Again, my brain was forced to photostat all the stuffs- OTC, anti-venom, acne, lice etc . Project Presentation dengan research nya, & 1st time belajar LAW ( Occupational Safety & Health ). & Sir Syahid sangat la hensem weyh !! Aku, anis, irene n pera memang lupa diri bila mr.syahid mengajar =P .

Sem 7 - Hospital Practical at DEMC

Malas lak aku nak ungkit balik. Sila baca di sini - AyaSofia Comel . Hampeh kan link? Doa tu.

Sem 8- Hospital Practical at Hospital Ampang 

Awesome ! Made me more passionate & motivated to be a Pharmacist. Walaupun jadi kuli tak berbayar kepada pharmacist kat sana ( sedar la budak praktikal ye dok  ? ) , tapi aku belajar banyak sangat3 sangat.

- Tengah buat Omeprazole Syrup for highly acidic infant- 

- still we had fun among ourselves
1Malaysia dok ? -

Sem 9- Last but not least

Suppose this is the easiest sem ever, tapi apa nak buat kalo dapat lecturer syok sendiri. Apa feeling korang bila dah penat2 study, time exam baca je the 1st question :-

" 1) ______________________ is the carrier of AIDS/HIV

A. Chimpanzee from West Africa

B. Chimpanzee from South America                       "

Monyet, really ?? Monyet ?? Monyet kau tanya aku ?? Nak je aku.....eeyyyy, nasib baik ko lecturer ! 

Tapi its otherwise with another subject. Aku belajar pasal Drug of Abuse @ Dadah2 terlarang cam cocaine, heroin, marijuan etc. Syiok ! MayB sebab aku minat filem & movies so filem2 Hollywood kan banyak pasal drug stuffs kan, so aku excited belajar Drug of abuse ni.

 - US - 

Alif xde dalam pic ni, apsal la ko ponteng on laz klaz alif uit !

I dont have any decent picture of him, only dis :-

- Muka tension time test-

Sedar x sedar dah 3 tahun aku kat sini. Wah ! Quite a long journey for me to become as what i am right now. I thank Allah ( Alhamdulillah ) for this meaningful & invaluable experiences, Lecturers for the precious knowledges, Friends for stand together for these 3 years ( i love u guys much3 )

The END is only the BEGINNING

NOW,

BACHELOR OF PHARMACY

insyallah =)

wassalam

Merdeka di Ireland? Pahal ko?

slm

Dengan kuasa menulis yang tidak diiktiraf oleh sesapa, dengan rahmat Allah tangan ku menaip, dengan senyuman manis ku mahu mngumumkan di sini, bahawa sesungguh nya

SAYA MERDEKA !!!!!!

Practical di Hospital Amapang sudeyh abez yaw. X payah bangun pkul 4.45 pagi lagi, x payah bekfez heavy2 lagi, sudah nyah itu khidupan balik pkul 6 petang lalu mrebah kan diri di atas tilam empuk tanpa peduli hatta gunung berapi meletus....!!!!

Tu dia ! Metafora ! Hahahahah. [ Shes losing it  (  -__-  ) ] 

- Me packing 1 mg of Sodium Bicarbonate Powder -

Abez sudah presentation aku. Cedera mata hatiku di ambush unknown savages  lecturer. Dikala mata nafsu giat mnghabiskan presentation, bagaikan harimau, menanti mgeram, " YARGHHHHH ..!!  ( Bunyi harimau jadian boleyh x ? ) . Tesungkur daku. Layu. Gugur. Ahaks

Hilang 4 flat aku sem 8 neh...........

Pergi....

Jaoh......

 DONE =P

- Le Nana, Ainun n Me -

Adik saya, Ainun, yg bsama dengan saya sejak kecil, maen batu seremban, ting2, ponteng puasa, tido sekatil, panjat pokok, sengugut scara bjemaah, baju kongsi, material inherited, Draco Malfoy, yang paksa saya makan da 'kilang gula' lasagna, kek 'taik lembu' , finally,

IS IN IRELAND

MEDIC

Sedeyh itew. Adek itew uuww. Itew ayang adek itew. Adek study lek lok aww. Tamo kapel2, org Irish x sunat. Makan jaga aww. Tamo tinggal solat. Jadi doctor aww. Bole prescribe itew ubat Magnesium Trisilicate byk2 secara percuma. Ahaks. Bye adek. A nice gurl like u, will be taken care by Allah s.w.t =) , insyallah .

 

- Kenduri Doa SElamat -

Adew kenduwii aaww. Khas utk adek itew. So, study elok2 aaaa Ainun. Make mom n dad proud =D

okeyh

itew chow dulu

Feeling tgk 'Real Steel ' neh

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