She

Assalamulaikum. 

She thinks she is never enough for everything. She is not that smart, she is not that pretty, she is never good at making & keeping friends, she is not that good debater, she is not that positive , she is not that deep into faith, she is not that bubbly, she is not that great cooker, she is not that great lover , she is not that loyal, she is not that bright in politics and psychology,  she is not that rich. She is stupid with numbers.

Everyone keeps saying she is original. She thinks she is originally boring. She thinks life is not fair. She thinks everyone keeps judging her on the surface. She thinks she is tired. No. She is tired.

But she knows this is just a bad dream. She hopes she will wake up soon in a better place. Only God loves her.

Bad dream, go away. She wants to wake up.

God, wake me up